"Life is fair. You lose something and gain other things."
It is quite ironic. What I have is something what perhaps some people want. However, I don't really appreciate it after experiencing a suffering that is so great. The excruciating pain just isn't worth it.
Feeling tired. Losing faith. Just want to give up but what is the point of handing til now then? I really dunno...
人生是如此的短暂。
看着周围忙碌的事物,
我只想慢下脚步
仔细欣赏环境。
在世的时间已不多了...
疼痛,失望,绝望,堕落...
算了!只能珍惜每一天,好好地活着...
大変ね!健康状態が悪化している...